Friday, November 28, 2008 ♥
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Few bad news ):
1-Eric is LEAVING ): ......
Eric! All the best ahh...dont come back with a tummy lei !
Aniw,aunty mary , me , fenny , yi ting & dev ...
brought him a wallet from Espirt . Hope he like it .. ;D!
Meeting him this monday ,
PROBABLY . If his free lohhhhh !
Eric ! Must remember us hor ! Jio us majong ah !
2- JOEEEEEEEEEEEEE is admited to .......
HOSPITAL !
HOSPITAL ! HOSPITAL !
HOSPITAL !HOSPITAL !Grrr ! damn it . Not going to say what happen ...
& damn . Photobucket is under construction . I can't upload Eric's photo ! Blog later when photobucket is uppppppp .
Thursday, November 20, 2008 ♥
Dont know why am i blogging here. Fucking piss now.
Cb , not happy just come la , kpkb . All day kpkb .
Just had a fight with my brother just now .
Cb . Anyhow put his stuff at my table , tell him nicely ,
ehh , can keep your stuff anot , this my table lei . All your stuff . Than my stuff put where?
Than he start kpkb . Cb . Alr fucking du lan , still continue pissing me off . __
So i went towards him and said ' eh , i talk to you nicely hor , you wan show me lj attitude issit '
Than he still xia lan . Just tell him you cb not happy come beat me la . Dont come kpkb. Tell you alr.
Than fight started . .__
Argh . Don't fucking feel like blogging __ . Anything contact me via msn or call .
Fuckers who spoil my day . Please fucking die . I swear i won't shread a tear . Nb
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ♥
Happy 16 birthday ZACK :DIt's currently 1.30am & i'm blogging.
Damn . I'm feeling damn hungry . GAHHH .
Grrs Stupidddd. I'm lazy to coook , i got no money to order mac T_____T . Damnnnn .
&~
I'm feeling scared.
The dark secrets that I'd kept could never be revealed.
Thinking of the possible risks and consequences.
I'm afraid.
Trying to convince myself of not worrying, however inevitably questioning myself.
I shouldn't be doing this..
My days had been simple & normal.
With lots of laughter & people.
Things changes, people too.
I'm glad I have all the friends here, they brightens my day.
Although some bastards just have to spoil it.
But, uhhh.. no one cares :D!
Omgggggg .I'm so hungry . Alright i'ma go down to that 24 hour shop and buy some noodles .____.;
Sunday, November 16, 2008 ♥
wa KAO.Why is everyone pestering me via msn to update my blog .. ? i'll update when i feel as and when ok . Just stop asking and pestering me , nudging me .. Msn-ing me the same old words : wa liao eh! update lei ... blah blah blah.
Alright . Today ... Damn it . I work 10 ~ 3. But some ass told me i work 8.30 , made me wake up so early... wa liao reach there alr see so many ppl outside...all siao 1 lah . meet their fan .. 5 pm reach.. 8am alr so many ppl queue ...
Wa liao . I super tired at work can.. Somemore today is b2 ): . Slept at 3 am. Wake up 7 am..
Well ! After work i go grandmom's house awhile than go home... ..
Ok la i lazy. Later update.
-Updated
Ok tmr ! Prommmmm . Wheee =x .
Tuesday... xP Zack's birthdayy . omfggg expenses . GAHHH T__T
Where do i dig out money!? I'm left with like . 84 in my sad wallet ): .
Ahhhhhh ! Pay day's comingg . Yesss moneyyyyyy :D
Anyway ! Get pay alr must pay eric =( ! Geez =p ~ Hehe .
Ok . I'ma probably end here.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ♥
Helllllo :D! Went out with Kid , Ah wei & Joe !
I woke up 3 time todayyyyyy ! RAHH
First was like 6.20 when my stupid brother on my laptop & play-ed his songgggg.
Went back to sleep after %^$%^$ him .
Next was like 7 PLUS where my MOM thought THAT i work during morninggggggg .
Came nagging at me , telling me its 7 Plus . Like wtf? Why are you waking me up omfg ... so ,
i went back to sleep .
Woke up at like 9 plus . Jump-ed out of my bed and get my items ready .
Went to bath and etc etc . After that , DotA-ed with shannon and clement like a few game . Like fuck . All game leavers . Wtf noobs.
After thattt i got like so pissed and just stop DotA .
Well , went to work like normal .. took a cab to IMM .. Lazy to take MRT ... and the walking distance from MY house to the MRT .. and from MRT to IMM is tooo far .
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS i know i'm lazy .
Took-ed a cab to IMM & ... it's cheap what .. Why bother to save like afew dollar and suffer!?!??!?
Live your life as fruitful as possible :x
LOL , ok ^ was rubbish ._.Reach my working place at 11.28! Phewwww almost late . Get ready and start working**.
Things DINT went well at all __.
I was like taking something out from the KITCHEN & guess what ?!
I - FUCK-ING - POUR - THE - FUCKING - HOT - SOUP - WHICH - I - BET - IS - OVER - 50 - DEGREE - ALL - ON - MY - RIGHT - HAND . CCB
LIKE OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT !
Went to wash my hand . Omfg . Pain + Hot !
& It fucking made my whole right hand like PIG HAND . So fucking RED & Swollen .
Nbbb . Went to bar & took like 3 full cup filled with ice and pour the ice all over to my hand .
It
did work at first . But after like 3 min . The feeling came back ..
From like 11.40 TO 4?!?!
I'm like fucking bearing with the pain laaaa . T__T
Told eric i wanna change with Xiao hui duties ;D !
Thanks ah xiao hui !
Was like raining so heavily ... so i decided to wait for Shannon..
Than i meet kenneth and ate at Cafe cartel ....
Slack till 5 ;D !Wait for shannon & took the MRT home ...
Went home and took a quick shower and rush down to Kid's place . Late .. like always .
~ my bad ..
Well we went to Causeway .. to get joe's grad night blazer . Bleh bleh >(
*jealous*! His dad paid for like all his expenses for the grad night !
Bleh my school is stupid . Grad high tea . Fuck it . I'm NOT going to attend ... unless its Night ;D!
After that we went to play pool ! I can't play la ;( My hand is swollen like pig . Na
bei . Want hold properly also got problem .
So yea.. just watch them play ;D ! After that we went to eat.. & .. cab-ed home !
Haha ! Thanks guy ! Made my day ;
DDDDD !
** Something wrong went wrong , totally wrong.
WTF .
How am i going to face -insert name- when we work together during Friday .. and Saturday.. ?
Sure embarrass like fuck la .
Ok the story goes like this...
I was new & .. i met -insert name-
-insert name- told me that his* 21 ..
Ohh like
wa .. he* don't look like 21 lei ! Like 17 or 18 ...
Well
ok ..
So i got his* number and started
sms him* ..
Like today!!!!
I found out something which made me so fucking embarrass . How am i going to face -insert name- in work ? Na
bei !
-insert name- is
acutally a GIRL .. or should i say lady ?
CAO CHEE BAI !
I ask-ed Eric .. than i know .
Arbo i sure
kana hide in the darkness until someone tell me.
Omg omg omg omg . Like ..
ok i
sms-ed her and apologize
alr .
Hope she forgives me >_>''
Like omfg , i ask her some 'guy' question HA!
Sure good game lah..
Well ! All the best .. -.-
Sorry ah -insert name- ..
If you ever see my blog ..
I just want to ... to say
DUI BU QI ! SORRRRRRRRRY .
-insert name- , still friends..?
♥
咳...我今天要用华语来 BLOG.
最近,我一自在想一些问题,越想越乱.
为了她,我的心好乱,好乱...有谁能帮帮我..?
为了她,我每个晚都睡不好..想睡的时,就想到她..咳.....
难到..则就是老天对我开的一个玩笑吗?
为面太大了把..
她对我说..她不是不爱我,但是不敢在先入爱的感亲...
我告诉她..我会进里而位..帮她..但是..她却...
酸了吧...有可能则就是"FATE" .有远无_...
有句话说..被蛇咬过,见了蛇就怕.
天啊..我希望你不在玩我了......
好了..
Deep inside , i already know you are gone..
I've never felt nothing in the world like this before
Whats the reason that made you scare
You could have let me know
So, i'm now all alone
Yes you stay , but you din't gave me any chance
With you around but there's nothing i can do,&it's not what i can stand.
& my tears , they kept running down my face , like crystal drops during the night...
Why did your past made you run and hide.. ?
Are you that afraid of that feeling..
But i believe this is not what you want it to be
So , i promise i'll wait for you..
Cause i don't really know what else can i do..
& if you think i'm fine ... it just ain't true
I really wish you would open your heart up ..
As i want you in my life
No matter what i have to do... i'll wait for you.
This my lil promise i've made for you girl .
Well i guess you'r already gone,
What ever it is .. remember
I Love You ...
When you saw this post ,
I hope you would understand how i really felt deep in my heart
I know i might not be by your side whenever you need ..
But i'll try my best ..
Whatever it is ;D - i want to let you know
i love you ;D !
Ok since i've write & type out all my feelings toward you . From
today...its all up to you. Girl ....
& .. No more emo post.... as from now...
Saturday, November 1, 2008 ♥
I've never expected such words come out from your mouth, never.
Not from someone i treated so well as a close friend
almost telling everything & close enough to rely on ..
I use to wish that i could be by your side protecting
you..
To protect you from any harms or wound
That causes you tears and heart ache
We have grown up now
Being seperated in two different sides of the world
The smiling face
Reminds me of those days
I can feel it when i close my eyes
The softness that slowly flowing in our heart
Drifting apart from thoses memories when we are young
You wouldn't have love me now..
Probably you have found another person by your side ,
forgetting me
Thinking back when we are young
I can feel it once i close my eyes
You left after saying 'goodbye'
Drifting apart from thoses memories when we are young
You wouldnt be thinking of me now..
At this moment forgetting me
After that time , we won't be able to see each other
again
I can only say .. goodbye
♥
Lala~
Feeling damn tired now lah .
Wa liao ; My phone rang at 8.40 ..but i din't pick up.
Wanted to pick alr no more . Look at my phone ..
8.40 only who will call me . Look at Miss call
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Eric called me -.- . Damn .. sure not something good one . LOLx
Called him back and he told me that i got work at 9.OO
& ask if i'm coming anot . I told him i din't know & tell him i'll be there at 9.30
After that felt damn regret . Should tell him i'm busy . Haven get enough sleep .
Zzzzz
So i went to bath and rush out . Goddd i dint have my breakfast :3 .
When i went out .. Oh god it alr 9.05 . How the fuck am i going to reach there .
Decided to take a cab. Fuck the weather . Rain rain rain . All cab got people . Wasted 10 min .
Finallllllly got cab ! Took cab to my destination . ALMOST LATE AHH ! Ta ma de
So .. Work with empty stomach till 4 ._. '' Damn Angry .
A hungry man is a angry manWell so went to have some quick bite and rush home ... & now.. blogging
Lalaaaaa ~ Going dota alr !
